Sunday, May 04, 2008

Silver jug and roses


New painting by me and Ludwig. Ludwig's mom asks us to draw a picture for her, and she paid for all the materials used.

Painting inspired by:

Monday, April 28, 2008

My rant about the post office near my house

first of al, if there's any organization that's something to do with the Malaysian government's service, you really have to be patient. THEY ARE SERIOUSLY SLOW! taking their time doing stuffs, lunch break, tea break, etc...

i went to the post office today, took my waiting number, 1242, and waited for my turn to get served. waited for quite some time, they're slow. even though there's lots of people, there's one empty counter and a post office worker doing nothing walking around, not going to go to his counter and attend to those customers waiting...

then it was my turn. i was a little slow, crumpled my waiting ticket and was trying to open it to show the counter guy, and by the time i opened it, that sucker SKIPPED MY NUMBER! i gave him my ticket and he says that he's now serving 1244 and told me to go to the next counter. i was really pissed. then i move to the next counter and keep staring at that guy.

i've really lost my cool at the post office today.

i blame the government for spoiling those brats. there're lots of unfairness going on in this country. i love my country, but not the government.

i felt a lot better after writing this. :)

Monday, April 14, 2008


YES! today's our last presentation, group discussion. the lecturer commented that i'm a good speaker, presenter... i got A for this subject. now... no more assignments, no more class. just waiting for our final exam. :)

i'm gonna miss all my friends in my class. i'm going to further my studies at MIA (Malaysia Institute of Arts). gonna study graphic design, which has nothing to do with Public Relations.

i'm gonna miss my group members, dino, matthew, lingam, ron. all the presentations we did together were always the best in our class. gonna miss jimmy, ryan, giap, joe, jia wei, kat, cloudy, kerree, shi qi, bay, siew luan, crystal, eisha, yuki, ting ting.
argh... we didn't even had a class photo together...

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow...


today's the second time i donated blood. i'm always nervous when there's needles. although i'm not as nervous as the first time i donate blood, the youth made me nervous... they're kinda noisy and daniel were like superstars, they were there looking at us, like we're some extraterestials, or some zoo animals...

i dare not look at the needle when the nurse put the needle into my veins. there's a little pain. but, i'm still afraid. what if she put it in, and there's no blood coming out? then she'll have to take out the needle and put into my veins again? what if she broke my veins? but all went well...
i finished earlier than daniel. he actually sat on that recliner earlier than me, and the nurse attend to me first, and my blood came out faster than his. maybe it's because of the youths that's making me nervous... they keep asking and saying "why is your blood black?", it was just very dark red, "why is there 2 colours in your blood?", "your blood is warm." and they keep touching my blood packet...

today is my grandma's 75th birthday! we had dinner together with all our uncles, aunts, cousins at night. the food was quite nice. everyone had a good time.

Thursday, March 06, 2008

Acrylic + Canvas + 3 guys who doesn't know art = ?

Painting's Description: This is a young lady, living in a very hectic society. She might not look very beautiful, but her heart is very beautiful and pure. You can't judge a book by it's cover; you can't judge a person from the appearance.

after college today, Jimmy, Ludwig and I went to buy a big canvas, 3x4ft, and some acrylic. it was Ludwig's idea to do it. so we went to a art shop, bought those stuffs, went to Ludwig's house and start painting.

it was quite fun, at first, we use brushes to paint... then we start to get dirty, and used our hands. jimmy got bored and went to play Metal Gear Solid.

the painting was quite interesting. i don't to say it's beautiful 'cause i don't think it is. i don't say it's ugly because we did it. it's just interesting. hope we'll get to do more these kind of art. it's FUN!!!

i failed my
Fundamentals Practices & Conventions in Communication.
some subject that's about morale and ethics... have to resit this paper... got B+ and B- for all my other subjects. :) but no A. :(

Quote of the day - Smile, tomorrow will be worst. :)

7 weeks...

in 7 weeks, i'm gonna have lots of assignments... got to study hard now... i just want to finish this public relations cert and study graphic design. falling deeper in love with art and design everyday...

been kinda sick lately. mentally and spiritually... hope that i wont get depression... i think i took up too many responsibilities at church... kinda tired... GOD HELP ME PLEASE!!!


here's the new link to my blog:

Friday, February 29, 2008

A walk in the rain

I took a walk in the rain today. it was quite heavy, no lightning or thunder. I was wet to my underwear, and cold.

It might sound dumb or childish to some people, but lots of people do weird stuffs everyday, so why can't I?

I'm not sure why I did it, maybe what i want is some experience? Or I'm hoping that the rain can wash my problems away? trying to get away from everything? trying to prove that i can do weird stuffs? I was just like a kid, who wants to play in the rain.

what was i thinking? i don't know.


just found out about RapidWeaver few days ago, and now i'm moving my blog to my own host.
here's the new link:

Saturday, February 23, 2008

My Apple is very sweet!

ya, my Mac is too sweet, that the ANTS love it so much, they moved into my keyboard. i had to put it out into the sun to let the heat get those ants out.

Mac - Love it or hate it. Or both.

this morning, my dad gave me his camera. a Yashica MG-1. it's beautiful. but i think it's kinda broken. i can't open the film loading thing.

Thursday, February 21, 2008


It's finaly here... i've been doing this personal project for some time, and it's finaly done!!! Thanks to Ludwig for doing the music part.

So here it is...

Go to YouTube and add coments. Give ratings. If you love me, give me 5 Star. hehe.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Excuse me, can you speak in a softer tone, please?

some people like to shout. i don't know why, but i've figured some reasons why some people like to shout.
1. they think that they can prove to be more powerful, to be dominant.
2. they're deaf. they don't know that they're speaking very loud.
3. they're very frustrated by something.
4. they're born with very loud voice box.
5. they're emotionally unstable.

i really hate it. some people really shout a lot. especially when they're in an commanding mode. i'm not very far away from them, like 3 meters away, and they just blast it! some even talk very fast and loud, giving me a little shock while doing my own stuffs. it's kinda annoying really. and it makes me angry too. i think the effect would work better if they speak in a softer tone. people might actually listen and follow their instructions without complaining too much. well, it's not easy for some people to turn down their voice a little when they talk, but i don't think it's impossible to try.

well, chinese new year's coming. so here's a song for you all (sing with the tune of We Wish You a Merry Christmas):
We wish you a Chinese New Year,
We wish you a Chinese New Year,
We wish you a Chinese New Year,
And a Chinese New Year.


some random firefox plug-in i wanna share with you:

Monday, January 28, 2008

Sunday Morning...

woke myself up this morning coughing... went to church, keep feeling there's a lot of phlegm at my throat, feel like vomiting whole sunday service and went home after service, didn't join children sunday school. got some rest and felt better later. :D

ok, now back to yesterday night, it was Ludwig's launching of his new EP. well, he was still sick yesterday, the singing was not so good, but his violin skills are still top. :) lots of friends showed up. overall, it was quite successful. maybe ludwig will post the photos at his blog.

ejay came too. man, it was a long time since i met him. :)

so after the event, we went to ludwig's house to celebrate. he keep saying that it's more like a birthday party than a launching.
well, i pray that this project is a success... cuz i wanna get paid for designing... :P

Friday, January 25, 2008


just got ludwig's EP today. we went to putrajaya to collect the "Original" label, went to puchong to collect CDs and CD art from printers and then we went to damansara to stick the stickers and put the CDs, case, CD art together...

it's nice to see my own design being printed. banners, posters, CD art, CDs... got them all today. :D
now... just need to wait until he sells them and get some money to pay me. $$$. i think i wanna get a camera with that money...

too bad ludwig's sick now... hope he gets well before his first press conference, which is this coming saturday... i wonder how many people will show up on that day. O.o?

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Happy BIRD-Day to ME!!!

yay! January 22! happy birthday to me!

nothing much happened during the day. went out for dinner with ludwig at night. i've finished his banner today. :)

after dinner, got home, my big bro bought a little cake for me. creamy... :-d

check out ludwig's new web.
there's demo for his EP on his web.

Monday, January 21, 2008

2 Days before my birthday... 2 surprises...

surprise 1:
ok, so today's sunday, after sunday service, children sunday school, teacher's meeting, my friends, Yong Zhi, Pey Shy, Grace, suddenly took out a cake for me! SURPRISE!!! i was so SO SO HAPPY!!! wow! i love my friends. they're amazing... that cake was good. too bad Pei Ying got to go early and can't enjoy the cake... she planned for the surprise too... oh well... THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! :)

surprise 2:
so at night, me and my friends, Ludwig, Yong Zhi, Pey Shy went to pasar malam. Yong Zhi went there to meet Pei Ying. then after pasar malam, we sent pei ying home. after we send pei ying home, yong zhi wants to drive for awhile, so i followed some dumb instructions my friends gave me and got down of the car, and they don't wanna let me in... but in the end i got in too...

then suddenly, we smell some shit in the car, and when i look under my slippers, SURPRISE!!! ok, then we went to Yong Zhi's house and wash the car's carpet...

oh well, that's all for today... kinda tired now... been doing ludwig's website again... he's gonna launch his new EP. click to see ludwig's new web.

i have PR exam tomorrow.. final exam...

Friday, January 11, 2008

I can't breathe...

got the flu... been sick for few days... runny nose, cough, hard to breathe, a little fever, headache... ARGH!!!

finally finished all my assignments! hurray!!! now just waiting for my friend, Ron, to submit the assignments to the lecturers tomorrow. final exams coming next week. i'm having my study break now... wasting most of my time in front of my computer (as usual).

it's a new year now... our youth fellowship choose a new theme. 神的精兵 Army of God. well, it's time not that we only equip and train ourselves, we have to go out and battle. we have to fight for the lost souls. spread the gospel!!! had some plans to do some special evangelical service this year.

got to go get some rest now...