Friday, September 23, 2011

Changed or grew?

I prefer to think that people doesn't change, they grow. Growing up (or growing old) is a process we can't stop until we die. Our body, our mind, our soul. Growing, is a process that makes us who we are today.

When we grow, we learn, we gain experience, we experience things that makes us who we are.

What kind of person do I want to be? What kind of career do I want? I can't just change myself to be what I want in a second, I have to learn, realize what I want, how do I achieve that? I have to grow, I have to remember the lesson taught, know why do I do this.

I need to grow. My body, my mind, my soul.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Bad Decisions

We make decisions everyday. Some are just tiny things like coffee or tea, and some has bigger consequences that affects your life, people around you, the community, or even your country.

Good decisions are rewarding, and sometimes it's the bad decisions that has more impact in our lives, that we learn from.

I've join a partnership with a photographer and videographer since last year. And I decided to quit on September. I've learned a lot working with them. But I also learned that choosing the right people to work with is more important. I can't see the future in the partnership, I do not want to work with them. Even thou there's money coming in, but I'm not happy with what I'm doing.

I do not wish to be tied down working with them, doing stuffs I don't have the passion in it.

On top of that, my social life gets affected. Had some misunderstandings between my friends, I don't get much time to attend church, I've missed out on some responsibilities, some tasks I had to do.

I'm glad I've decided to quit that partnership. And I can see God's blessing coming to me. :)

Saturday, September 17, 2011

3rd blog post in 2011

So, this is my third blog post in 2011, and it's the middle of September now.

A lot has happened during the past few months.

Went to church's youth camp, started a partnership, quit the partnership, design and printing jobs here and there, bought a midi keyboard controller, my first watch, photo shoot and designed for my buddy's CD album.

I'm gonna remind myself why am I keeping this blog. To record some lessons I've learned, experiences, events, so that one day when I read my blog again, I can see achievements, and how much I've grow.