So whoever knows what is good to do and does not do it is guilty of sin. (James 4:17)

Sometimes, when we look at something or someone, there'll be a sudden thought came to us, "go help them/him/her", "do this..." Then we'll be thinking about it, and when we feel like doing it, the chance is gone.

I've came across this Bible verse few weeks ago, "So whoever knows what is good to do and does not do it is guilty of sin. (James 4:17)". it doesn't say that we have to do some good stuffs or good deeds, it says that if we know that doing that we have to do something or help someone, we have to do it or we're guilty of sin.

sometimes we hesitate too much before doing an action that we know it's good. and then we didn't do it.

sometimes, we'll think that, "what benefits i can get from doing this?" or "will i be returned for what i've done?". sometimes, there'll be some rewards, but most of the time we wont get anything after doing it.

sometimes i asks myself, "why do i do this?". is it really from my heart? or it's just because i want to get some reward, impress people? sometimes i don't feel like doing it, but the Bible verse James 4:17 motivates me to do it.

Dreams...

dreams... can i really achieve my dreams?

i've had some ideas i wanna share with you guys.
-produce a chinese children's bible
-create a forum for chinese christian youths

well, the reason i wanna create chinese christian material is that there are so much english stuffs out there, but very few chinese stuffs... not sure how long i can keep up with this dream... have some big ideas for them...

wow... it's november now... and december is coming... CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!! it's gonna be a very busy month full of church stuffs...


my powemac g4 wont start-up yesterday... argh... anyway... i'm going to try some new technical methods later... just found it from the web. hopefully it works... or some money will be wasted...

been busy doing some designs these days... some designs for my buddy Ludwig.

almost lost touch with some friends... now i'm trying to contact them. :) hope they still remember me.

Life goes on...

Starting new semester now...

did nothing during my 3 weeks holiday.

My Shoe

i haven't finish the right shoe. no inspiration yet.

More presure...

ok, so the short mission trip is coming, and i'm supposed to preach to the young people at a special service. WOW! i haven't think of what topic to tell them yet. and all i have is 1 more week.

ok, and last week, mom got home and gave me a project. well, not a very big one. i just need to do a promotional video for a conference. and i need to pass it up next week.

exams and presentations are coming near... and i have not do my revision.


LORD, HELP ME!!!

TIRED!!!

Just feeling tired and kinda lost... mid term exam is around the corner but i still have lots of stuffs that i haven't study. feel like a total idiot. God give me strength and energy please.

so glad that I've finished and uploaded Ludwig's website. feels like a burden lifted away from my sore shoulders. hope that he'll pay me soon so i can pay the broadband bills... can't stand the slow dail-up connection.

argh... Saturday is coming! and i haven't prepare or get a preacher for my youth fellowship! and i forgot to ask for new study lessons from pastor. i feel so... unworthy... useless... lazy... irresponsible... sometimes i just wish i could just run away from all the church stuffs. i think i have too many burdens from the church.



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Back again!!!

Absent from blog for quite a long time... Almost forgot that I have a blog. :-P

Ok, so some quick updates about myself. Got back from National Service (hair is still very short now), studying at TAR College now. Taking CPR (Cert for Public Relations).

ok, so college life is different from that secondary school (high school) life. there's so much freedom here. the students can just go in and out of the class whenever they want, eat in class, late for class......
it's kinda fun.

today is the first day of the 3rd Exodus Asean Pacific Conference in Malaysia, organized by PLUC. I went there in the morning to help. took some public transports to college before noon.





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A day before NS

ok... so... the day is near... i'll be going to National Service on 18 march. going to sabah. need to report in by 6:10am. i've pack my stuffs... ready to go.

darn... i have lots of unfinished stuffs... things like PLUC's website. hope i can finish it tomorrow.

i wish i can have more time...



i've got my driver's license. proud to say i didn't bribe. failed on the road. retake test. passed.

ok. that's all. it's late now. bye.

Bored to death...

Wow... Never know that days after secondary school days can be so booooring... I have lots of time now... Ya... Lots... So everyday it's just tv, saxophone, bass, computer, books...

I'm still deciding what to study. Multimedia design, graphic design or psychology? And there's this National Service in the middle of the year... I'm the 2nd batch. I wonder if I should go for Form 6. I'll get to go get back earlier from that National Service thing if I study Form 6.

I'm reading a book titled "The Purpose Driven Life". It's a great book. Helps you see what your purpose on earth is. Read this book if you want to know why God created you, what's your purpose here. http://www.purposedrivenlife.com/

Oh ya, I've been promoted to coordinator for my church's children sunday school. Wow... Sounds like a heavy task. Oh well, God wont give me what I can't handle.

Hello 2007!!!

Ah... a new year. there's going to be a party at my house tonight. it was supposed to be on 30 dec 2006, but my family have to go to sekinchan to attend a wedding dinner. went to jusco with my bro in the afternoon to buy presents and food for the party.

i was expecting my friends from school to come but they couldn't make it. hm... it's so hard to invite them to church or my house.

We played some games, praise and worship, food, watch photos of the activities we did in 2006 (i've borrowed the church's lcd projector), watched the video of our drama on 2006's christmas. lee lee brought a friend and a cake. everything goes well that night. everyone had a great time.

yong zhi (the future youth leader) and i

the last day of 2006

went to another church (i think it's glory assembly) with zhi guang on new year eve, (my church's service changed to 8.30pm for the watch night service). met some friends from elisha camp, kimberly, pei san, pei yee, grace, irene, winnie, rachel and desmond. i feel encouraged when i'm with them. they're very mature spiritually, i want my youth to be like them too. we joined their prayer meeting. me and zhi guang were the only guys there. i feel very encouraged when i saw that most of the youth are joining the prayer meeting. back in my church, i'm the only one who's younger than 25 who attends prayer meeting. i pray that my youth will be like them too, praying for the nation, church, people...

ok, so back to my church at night. there's a bible reading session, we read psalm 107 to 150. we end around 1am that night.

Irene asked me to post her picture on my blog... so here it is... C4 group. She's the one with specs. She's a little noisy sometimes, but i like it. the other girl wearing a red tshirt is yan ping. she's a quiet girl. but once you get to know her, she's very nice to talk to. girl in white tshirt is winnie. she's very talented in music, wrote a song during that camp, heard they're going to make it elisha camp song. she's also very cute and caring. the pretty girl in purple is adeline. she's great at dancing, soft and fun to be with. i love them. :-D

Christmas!!! & the story of Adam

Woohoo! This is one of the most tiring Christmas I can remember. But I think it's more meaningful than the Christmases I've celebrated in the past. Our church is devided into groups to places like old folks home, drugs rehab centre, handicap centre and orphanage. Our youth group went to handicap centre and orphanage with another group.

We went to perform a drama, The story of Adam. There was a King and Prince who live in Happy Castle. They are very creative and they like to create stuffs. One day, they decided to create something that looks like them, Adam... The story starts like that, well, it's like God created the Heavens and earth and then humans and the devil tempt humans to sin, and God sent His beloved son Jesus, where all who believes in Him shall have eternal life.

I play the villian this time... have to do crazy laughs, crazy expressions... Actually I look very cool. :-P

























King and Prince

Evil laugh


Changing hearts


Giving presents to the orphans


Give me your heart!!!





----24 Dec 2006---- Adam's Story (At church)

King and Prince



Cheating Adam's heart

Back from camp!!!

Wow! That camp was great. There are lots of great youth leaders there. There were 23 campers (4 guys, 19 girls!!!). We've learned lots of stuffs there. There's a walk thru the old testament class, there were some actions to help us remember all the big/special events in the old testament, DISC (personality test), evangelism class...... It's so fun and exciting.

I got to go now. I'm at church and waiting for the youth group to practice for Christmas performance.


Me, Winnie (very talented in music) and Adeline (very talented in dancing).


Group to church.


Elisha campers... (I miss that camp...)

Looking forward to future...

Ahh... SPM's over... My last subject was Bible Knowledge. It was ok... I can't answer few questions... Guess I can't get A for that subject. No more secondary school! Bye SMK Kepong Baru! Now is time to look forward.

It's hard for me to decide what should I study after my secondary school days... I have 3 main interests. Design stuffs, music, psychology. Well, after some thoughts, I think I should go for psychology. I can understand more on human behavior, got to know people easier, help people when they need counselling, guess what other people might do and stuffs. But some of my friends said that psychology is tough, and there's no future for psychology in Malaysia... Oh... That breaks my confidence. Sometimes I wonder if I'm suitable for psychology... Maybe I should study Graphic Design or Multimedia Design... Or study music, brush up my saxophone and bass skills... Well, now I'm just waiting for my SPM results and decide later.

Another year is coming to an end. Just discussed with my Youth committee members about next year's big plans. I pray that our youth members will grow spiritually and pray that we can win more souls for God. Everyone's excited about next year.

I'm going to a camp on Monday. It's a training camp organized by Bible College of Malaysia. 8 days... Man... I'll miss the Planet Shakers concert at Sunway. :'( But I know I'll receive alot from that camp. Hope that everything goes fine during that camp.

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